unlovable
Monday, April 21, 2008
i don't understand.
am i very unlikeable?
you say i'm not.
but sometimes it feels as if i am.
why do the popular people seem to hate me?
matthew disliked joshua but it seemed as thought i'm the only one he argues with.
ying ling seems to detest me.
am i that unlikeable?
what am i lacking?
charisma, that's for sure.
sometimes i just feel as if people hate me.
i really wish i were more confident.
i hate it, sticking out like a sore thumb.
everyone either has their primary school friends or made friends fast.
just my luck that my primary school friends dumped me when everyone else already had their cliques.
sometimes i just want to curl up and die...
sometimes i just want to go to sleep and not wake up.
sometimes i want to be like the characters in the books i read, just because there are always happy endings.
sometimes...
sometimes...
i don't know.
i really don't.
