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Yay the last day of school! I feel good, yeah. na na na na na, na na na na na...

the only fly in the ointment was that i found out fengshan put up the pictures of the 2007 top PSLE students but they didn't even call me up! I can't believe it, they left out the fourth! arrrgggghh!!!! never mind. i shall tolerate. 忍忍忍!!! i shall not complain. I'm not angry. I'm not angry! I'm PISSED! sheesh. how could they put up pictures of the first, the second, the third, the fifth, but not the fourth! they so crass. ignoble. hypocritical. nefarious. audacious. asinine. cantankerous. imprudent. supercilious. obdurate. pert. petulant. slanderous.

sheesh. sickening. surreptitious. lurid. poignant. riling. sanctimonious. depreciating. incongruous. litigious. disquieting. predilection. nepotism. euphemism. ludicrous. what a scathing innuendo. ugh.

I don't want to think about it anymore. it makes me vitriolic. mirthless. abject. vapid. diffident. tepid. lackadaisical. diaphanous. inconspicuous. invisible. emo. chagrined. riled. annoyed. irritated. depreciated. effaced. ennui. psychologically emaciated. flummoxed. nonplussed. incarcerated. nebulous. perfunctory. palpable. pliant. weak. arid. whatever. sheesh. ugh.













where's your sense of propriety?

yes i know i'm one day behind so whatever.

'Today' was So fun. we made rockets! I paired with Jia Ying and we name our rocket JJY0206A. J for Janice JY for Jia Ying. 02 is Jia Ying's register number and 06 is mine. A for 1A! Here are some pics:
Yay! we got drenched when JJY0206A took off but the water dried off quickly. It didn't hit the target but that's okay, we still had fun.

Yesterday:

Went to auntie Gan Hiong's house for a Chinese Worship Min gathering. Haven't seen the Adam group in a long time. We were the second family there and the corridor was so narrow that i scratched my arm on a protruding cactus. it only hurts when i touch it. but when i showed Joey she was like, EEEEE! Her family was the latest cos her dad's in Philippines so uncle Roland had to pick them up. We big kids (Eileen Pris Aaron Joey Kat and Me) went up to sit on the err...whatever. y'know, the platform between two floors? yeah. it was really airy and windy cos we were on the highest one. I finished my dessert and the wind knocked my bowl over and the dunno how many milligrams of longan and sea cucumber err...juice? and Eileen said it looked like a ghost. Kat said it looked like a dog's head. Joey took the spoon and flicked more (juice) we didn't know was there. They evaporated within one minute.

Pris, Kat, Joey and I came down first while Aaron and Eileen were still reading Archie comics. Pris is such a pro. Joey was so scared. She hasn't skated for like, 2 years. My roller blades were hurting my leg so Pris called home to ask Eileen to bring down a plaster. I used Joey's skates instead while she and Kat were playing badminton. we skated some time and then we decided to go back cos i kept falling down. I haven't skated for that long a time. by the time we got back Aaron was down and playing badminton with Kat. I joined Kat while Joey changed back into her skates. It was her turn. The strong wind kept blowing the shuttlecock to our left. Joey and Pris came back and sent Kat to go up and get money to buy drinks. Then they told us something they saw. That was one serious moment. Maybe if I had gone all the way to the end of the road I would have seen it but whatever. I'm always the ignorant one. Kat took a long time cos she had to change lots of notes for coins cos there was only a vending machine. I still remember that machine. They had one like that in Adam and it swallowed $2.20 of Joey and my money. We bought 2 cans of QOO and a lot of Coke. Joey told me no one understands QOO. Joey Kat and I walked the pebbles but it wasn't so bad for Joey cos she was wearing socks. Kat was screaming.

We shifted our stuff to a nearby playground. While we were shifting the stuff across the road some crazy driver almost knocked us down. then Eileen clung on to a pillar cos there was a slope and she was on skates it was so scary for her and some insensitive girl stared at her as if she were deranged. Eileen said walao why don't she try it it's so scary see what she do. I kept quiet. I do not like saying bad things about others. makes me wonder if others are doing the same to me. All of a sudden they started screaming and i knew it was a bug. I just didn't know where. It scared me because I didn't know how close it was. Then they started pointing and i saw it. it ws a cockroach. i thought it looked strange cos it's head was sticking out and it's feelers were standing up instead of in front of it. Eileen screamed. They all screamed except Aaron and I. Pris and Eileen skated around the void deck while the rest of us played crocodile. there was a mother and her little boy there and i heard her ask softly if we could include him and i felt bad for her cos it was too rough a game and the others didn't seem to hear her.

they're like that. we grew up together. we're a clique but i don't share all their memories. my dad left the chinese min for a while so i lost contact with them for a while. Many a time they talk about some camp and i don't remember cos i wasn't there. they're like that. they're so close they're exclusive. they always had someone there for them they don't understand how it feels to be left out. they fit in with themselves. they belong. i don't. i never did belong anywhere. they speak expletives like they're not saying anything vulgar. and i wonder what happened to them along the way.

When we got back almost everyone was gone except our families. we went into the room and played cheat and the game of life. i was the second highest in spite of being the second slowest. Then our parents interrupted our game and told us we were going home but we waited a long time for them. Adults. How tragic.

anything can make me piss these days. especially talking to my parents. i guess it's something in their tone and their lack of understanding and empathy.

you wonder. why adults are so inflexible. if one way doesn't work, they'll just keep pushing their way through, even if it never works, simply based on their mindset that they cannot go wrong. perseverance huh. and you wonder why you fail. you don't listen. you believe you'll always be right. you believe. sometimes you could believe something with all your heart but that won't make it real. and you wonder why you're wrong.

you wonder. why some are more liked than others. you don't listen. you make yourself heard but you forget the ones around you would want to talk too. and you wonder why you're ignored. you put others down in an attempt to make yourself look superior. you forget everyone's equal. you forget we're human too. and you wonder why nobody likes you in spite of your achievements.

you wonder.

Please don't get the wrong idea

5 Coolest Guys Eva (in church):
1) David Soo
2) Peter Soo
3) Joshua
4) Jeremy Matthews
5) Matthew Tang

5 Funniest Guys Eva (in church)
1) Joshua
2) Matthew Tang
3) David Soo
4) Darren Lee
5) Frederick Chan

Finally...
5 Smartest Guys (in church) (Based on PSLE T-score) (2007) (the people I know, that is):
1) Jonathan Kit [269]
2) Joshua Lee (not Joshua) [263]
3) Matthew Tang [261]
4) Darren Lee [254]
5) ??? [Conclusion? Boys are stupid.]

I did say, please don't get the wrong idea.

Yes, the boring old skin has changed. No, you didn't go to the wrong blog. Evangeline helped me change it in school today during chinese lesson. We were supposed to go online and try out some test but pretty much everyone was going to blogs and all. After minutes of meticulous picking, we finally found a nice one. Lets give Evan a round of applause! yay! I'm still trying to remember and find all the links. Tell me what links I missed out 'kay ;D Love you people!

I didn't exactly wake up moody today, but i got frustrated when i got to school cos the rest were just so distracted. in my opinion, that is. apparently they were not. in theirs, that is.

the music projects were just so creative. Miss Cheok was so pissed with us because a few groups didn't give her the list of instruments and they needed the laptop but she dind't bring it cos she didn't think it was needed. apparently it was. first up was the 'hawker centre' group. that is, they had to put together a performance of around 1 minute plus contouring the theme 'hawker centre'. that was pretty much the funniest, in my opinion. they went taptaptap on their pots and pans and then
Kenzie: *whistle*
Bai Chuan: Kopi 'O' (something)
Kenzie: mee siam mai hum
Yu Yang: 虾面不要虾
Selina: Wantom Mee mai hiam
Denise: 鸡饭不要鸡
LOL. that was the funniest. Next up was a walk in the park. i mean the group. we didn't walk around the park. they borrowed Miss Cheok's high heels lol. not bad, but i didn't really catch that. apparently there was this deviant[my word] stalker stalking this lady. deviant. next up was us. Hannah ws like, so nervous and after that Miss Cheok said so nervous for what? i played the guitar and was one chord late at the end cos they didn't wait for me D: Halfway through at the dudududududu part everyone started laughing and i didn't know why because i was concentrating so hard on playing. later i was to learn that it was Joven's dududu-ing that caused them to erupt in roars of laughter(?!?sounds funny). Claudia said she turned and saw him not singing and then he suddenly dududu. looking so innocent was the thing. the x-factor, the...whatever. Just like Hannah Chong once said, I would never forget Joven's Dududu. After us was the construction site(impromptu) group(or was it before?). they just went to the keyboards and dang dang dang dong dong dong ding ding ding tat tat tat dang dong ding tat. but it was actually quite good for an impromptu performance. Night group! I couldn't really see the link between what they did but later Sherilyn told me it was what they did at night. Miss Cheok, though, could see it. Well, she had the project descriptor. then it was the rain forest group. WOO HOO!!! they, like Miss Cheok said, interpreted it differently from how we would interpret it at first. they were like, tribal dancers but i thought they were a little unnatural. in fact, we were all unnatural. but it was so good. Yue Ren did a cartwheel and Guang Jun pumped dunno how many times. diamond too. His feet kept slipping on the smooth wooden floor and stymied his otherwise wonderful performance. then hawker centre group performed again cos they actually cut off some cos they didn't have enough time.
Kenzie: *whistle*
Bai Chuan: Kopi 'O' (something)
Kenzie: mee siam mai hum
Yu Yang: 虾面不要虾
Selina: Wantom Mee mai hiam
Denise: 鸡饭不要鸡
LOL!!! We got toffees cos it's Miss Cheok's last week with us. Then she's gonna fly to another school to be a 'permanent' teacher. she also gave out papers summarising what we learned in the 10 weeks she was here. at the bottom she wrote something like from the teacher old enough to be your mother. technically she's right. Girls become nubile at around...the difference between her age and our age but morally she's not. we don't think she is, anyway. not from our point of view.

Lots of other bizarre stuff happened today but there's not time to tell it all so tata for now. Ciao!

typing really fast cos this is gonna be verbiage.

i went to church @ 7, as usual and i was soo bored cos there was nobody there. i went to the quiet corridor to get some sleep. lol. not lie down on the carpet, sit down and try to sleep. Carolyn said Preteens was cool. @ the Adam side, that is. she last week or something. Bernice was looking feminine today. She said Jasmine was her alarm clock. I joined the grads for their prayer cos i was bored. we had to use the corridor to pray cos the leaders were using the classroom.

Fuel was fun. during the prayer Bro ZC said we should agree. adds to the atmosphere of faith and encourages the person praying or something. We played pepsi cola for gel. i was the first ousted in my group ): David and Peter came after the gel. We were given this analogy like, lets say you were given $2, 678, 400 and were supposed to spend it within 1 month or the money would expire. My group decided to combine our money and spend it together. Bro Kah Fei asked our group and they kept pushing the mike and somehow i got it. I'm always the 'extroverted one', the one who did the group cheer in front of the whole of IGNYTE during 'Hungry? Get Fed Up!' only to get chee cheong fan sauce. CHEE CHEONG FAN SAUCE!!! i read out what we planned to spend the money on:

#A big house for all of us to stay in
#10% for tithes
#4 PSPs
#i phone
#i touch
#i pod
#Apple laptop
#Mac laptop
#dog
#hamster
#flute
#saxaphone
#drum set
#grand piano
#guitar case
#maid
#furniture
#utensils
#1 sound-proof room(for music)
#et cetera (I can't remember)

Then Bro Kah Fei asked David what he planned to spend his money on and he said, "Buy a farm." LOL!
"What are you going to grow?"
"Vegetables."
"So that you can feed yourself. Cool."
LOL. Everyone was laughing. The sec 1 girls said they were going to buy a vehicle that everyone could fit in and someone said the magic school bus! LOL. Then they were going to buy a big house and a gold-plated bathtub. And then they were going to migrate to Australia and leave the big house and gold-plated bathtub in Singapore. And travel around the world in 800 days. LOL. 80 days, 800 days. Bro Kah Fei said he liked the 'buy a farm' idea the best.
"Who's going to cook the vege then?"
"Josiah!"
LOL. Everyone was laughing. See, my crush has a good sense of humour. ;D. I met a new girl, too. Her name's Melissa. they talked about time management and Bro Kah Fei read from

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8.1

1 There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven:

2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embarrass--whoops! (lol) Stop embarrassing me!--embrace and a time to refrain,
6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

Poetic. Bro Kah Fei said it was a 4-4 time.
we were supposed to write out what we did the previous week and Bro Kah Fei joked about Bro ZC's schedule.

0830-1000: Lord thank you for a whole day of food...
1000-1200: breakfast
1200-1500: lunch
1500-1800: tea break
1800-2000: dinner
2000-2100: supper
2100-2200: TAWG (Time Alone With God)

LOL! My schedule was dedicated to music cos i couldn't remember what i did other than prac violin, piano, guitar and flute. and, of course, sing whenever i have the time or the capacity.

After fuel Bro ZC talked to us cos we were very distracted during fuel and service these few weeks and they said if we were stressed or anything we can go talk to them(leaders) cos they care. i'm not stressed cos there's no exams for me. He's not stressed either! YAY! This calls for a celebration! lol i'm so lame. Later i learned from Miranda that our buzz (other than Nadia[cos she didn't come], Melissa and I) got a scolding from Sis Michelle cos apparently they talked among themselves and left Melissa out.

Sarah and Lydia and Sis Michelle were manning some counter about pass it on cards. He was making one. He was like, writing and writing but there were so many people i couldn't see what he was writing. walking along the corridor, i spotted MATTHEW TANG MUN CHONG! we were walking towards each other and he saw me but i quickly looked away. i wasn't going to acknowledge him. nope, i won't. As i was going inside LT1 I saw him again. he saw me too and was about to say hi but i quickly looked away again as if i didn't see him. Melissa and Neysa both wanted to sit with me and Elicia wanted to exchange places with me because SOMEONE was sitting behind me.
Yup! Elicia wanted to switch with me cos she wanted to talk to Josh. but she also wanted to sit with Debi. Neysa wanted to sit with Debi and Me and Mel wanted to sit with me too. Besides, David was sitting so close! I knew whatever decision i made someone would be disappointed. so i just let it remain the way it was. Through the worship time i was kinda thinking about everything and i wondered why my mind always strayed during worship time though i knew exactly why. i hate it, the feeling of being helpless. the weakness. the knowledge of the source of the problem and the inability to do anything about it. that's me. i can't do anything when i don't feel like it and the Devil knows it and he manipulates me. he knows it. the devil's ANDROGYNOUS! random. the inability to make anything alright at all, the inability to make everyone happy, so poignant, so disquieting. i thought of the last time [i couldn't actually think of the last time cos i knew that had happened before but i couldn't remember who] 2 people ever wanted to sit with me at the same time and i knew i should feel glad that they like me but instead i just felt unhappy that i could not make everyone happy cos someone was still unhappy, that whatever i did i would disappoint someone. and then i thought of Matthew and i knew i didn't really hate him that much. i never was one for holding grudges. well, i thought about a lot of chim things but i can't remember anything now. At some points of time i turned around because the group of cute boys behind me were so distracting, especially when PDa talked about the time he was obsessed over swimming. Jeremy's a swimmer. So is MATTHEW TANG MUN CHONG. Haha. i like writing his name in caps cos i can vent my dislike for him on the keyboard. it has a psychological effect. just like chocolate. Anyways, back to the boyzz. They're so cute. In their own ways. I can see why Elicia likes Joshua. and I thought Jeremy was pretty cute too :) But David is HANDSOME!!! And Peter looks kinda mischievous kinda cute cos of his eyebrows. LOL I know David and Peter are identical twins but i can distinctly see the difference. I've observed them that much. Admit it, Zane. you're not sane, you're BOY CRAYZEE!! Actually, I'm Janice. LMAO!!!

After service i made a pass it on card that went "may the force be with you." that was just me being lame and i hate myself for it. I hate myself for being so lame. Matthew finally caught me. well he just said hi and i said hi back and i don't remember what else he said cos i was mentally kicking myself for being so soft-hearted. he didn't even say sorry. well i can't expect him to since he didn't even know what was wrong but i'm so pissed with myself for being so nice to him even though he picks on me at every opportunity, which is incomprehensible, i don't understand why he seems to hate me so but he said he doesn't. it's unfathomable why i forgive him so easily why i'm so nice to him. i kick myself for being so soft to someone who has depreciated me over and over how he can get away with it i don't understand it seems i'm the only person he picks on i don't understand why i cannot comprehend i cannot fathom i just don't understand...

why?

why?

why?

Quit being emo.

at the bus stop Elicia and I saw Gladys. she was waiting for her bro. When we got on the bus we stood so we saw her brother at the next stop. lol. we called her and she said he had called her so she waited for the next bus. sad. two busses had just gone. tuition was fine. I hardly talked other than the time Li Lao Shi asked me a question cos i didn't talk at all. I don't have any close friends in tuition. the closest is Jonathan and he hardly talks to me anyway. But I have God. God is omnipresent. that's nice to know. (:

1.What will I be most focused on most of the time?
lots of stuff, but mostly daydreaming

2.What do you want the most now?
a fitting guitar case

3.What do you want to be when you grow up?
psychologist ;D

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
erm...no?

5.If you have a dream to come true, what will it be?
for someone i love to love me back

6.If you could go to any place you want, where would you go?
Heaven

7.What is your goal for this year?
master 24 caprices no. 16 by Paganini(violin),Ballade Pour Adeline(piano) and Jesu, Joy of Man's Desire(flute)

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
a little, I guess

9.What feeling do you like the most?
the feeling i get when i help someone or make someone happy

10.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
make me laugh, understand me, empathetic, tolerating, etc.

11. What feeling do you hate the most?
anger, because i know i'm hurting someone and i can't stop

12.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
most

13.Do you believe in god?
yes, duh

14.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
friends, duh

15.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
friends

17.Who cares for you the most?
God and mummy and daddy

18.Do you think " LOVE " is stupid?
not really, no

19.Who do I hate the most now?
MATTHEW TANG MUN CHONG

Randomly remove one question from above, and add in your own question, make it a total of 20 questions. Tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged and whoever does the tag will have blessings from all people.

1) HANNAH
2) CLAUDIA
3) SELINA
4) JASMINE
5) DEBI
6) RACHEL
7) NAMIRA
8) CARLENE

p.s. updated 'music project'. now you can see what stupid things we did.

today i went to hannah's house to do music project. claudia and hannah wore matching clothes. lolz. they must have esp. then i taught hannah how to play when you say nothing at all on guitar and she said sth like omg so nice when i grow up i want to marry a guy who knows how to play guitar. lolol. taught claudia too and they said oww my fingers can't take it i only pressed for a while but janice prac and prac so much. And claudia is made for strumming. :) hannah said she'd teach me drums :D and we kinda taught nicola and joven to sing. lol. i don't think they got it. anw these kind of things you can't teach in a day. i didn't learn it in a day either. went blog surfing. and hannah said she'd start playing viwawa. :)) we sat around and talked then we started saying ronaldo likes girls who...lol. and we tried to teach joven to sing. i shall never forget. he looked so funny and sounded funny. lolz. Still waiting for the photos hannah took. show you next time kayys:D

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