the disquiet
Monday, July 21, 2008
Everyday it gets worse
the pressure
the notion
the nagging suspicion
that nobody likes me
everyday it gets worse
the irrepressible thoughts
the depression
the melancholy
the loneliness
Everyday it gets worse
the awareness
of their exclusivity
the subtleties
not so subtle anymore
the sensitivity
the oxyesthesia
their every move
a confirmation of my invisibility
Every blithe remark
like a slap to the face
Everyday it gets worse
but i believe one day
i'll smile again
this time with my eyes
Every day it gets worse
Yet every day it gets better
